Disarmed
its hard
there’s a war that has been raging in my heart
it’s the kind that tends to tear a man apart
hard to move with all these scars
it’s hard
there’s a story that i’d didn’t want to tell
it’s the kind that tends to drag a man through hell
hard to walk and so i fell
disarmed
this battle left broken, beaten down
empty, endless tragic feeling now
so i lay my weapons down
disarmed
enemies detroyed the wall i’ve built around
sending out for help alone without a sound
so i lay my weapons down
disarmed
the endless struggle on has wore me out
a heart that used to sing now makes no sound
so i lay my weapons down
Many Roads
many roads that I’ve been
many things that I’ve become
that don’t seem real
no they don’t seem real
many roads I’ve traveled long
many things I’ve seen and done
that don’t seem real
no they don’t seem real
many nights i’ve sat alone
many things I’ve set it stone
its just how I feel
its just how I feel
mmmm….
many days i dream of you
many days I can’t get through
cause its all too real
its just how i feel
Already Out Of Time
I’m already out of time
in this day
I’m already out of time
is there any other way
I’m already out of my mind
spinning circles in this life
nothing left to shine
cause i’m already out of time
mmmmmmmmmmmmmm
I’m already out of days
in this life
I’m already out of ways
to sleep through the night
I’m already out of my mind
so early in this life
nothing left to find
cause I’m already out of time
mmmmmmmmmmmmmm
I’m already out of words
speechless this time
I’m already out of words
this song of mine
i’m already out of my mind
somehow emptier this time
nothing to remind
cause I am already out of time
Windows
this is all i see
this is all i know
looking down at streets
looking out windows
this is all i am
this is all i can show
looking through these holes
looking out windows
is this but a masqurade
is there more life can show
staring out into rain
staring out windows
is this just a song to sing
is there more i don’t know
staring at whats missing
staring out windows
this is all i know
looking out windows
Riddles
don’t speak to me in riddles
don’t speak to me in things I don’t understand
i might turn and walk away
i might listen anyway
don’t leave me here in the middle
don’t leave me here in things, that I don’t understand
i might listen turn and walk away
i might leave you here today
don’t leave me here with so little
don’t leave me here with things, that i don’t understand
i might turn and walk away
i might run back to you today
riddles, your riddles
Running
I’m running, I’m running I am, running
looking over my shoulder
looking back as I get older
I’m running
I’m running, I’m running I am, running
footsteps of my creator
the object of all my anger
I’m running
I’m running, I’m running I am, running
so afraid of what is chasing
so afraid of what i’m facing
so I’m running
I’m searching, I’m searching I am, searching
through the corridors that are my heart
many doors i don’t know where to start
so I’m searching
I’m looking, I’m looking I am, looking
always over my shoulder…i’m running
Dissolve
i used to be
covered in dreams
i used to be
not what i seem
all of my doubt
all of my sorrow
weighing me down
i can’t see tomorrow
all of these things
i need you to erase
and all, dissolve, dissolve
i used to be
simple and clean
i used to be
alive and free
all of my shame
all of my sorrow
it’ll come back for me
it’ll be here tomorrow
all of these things
i need you to erase
and all, dissolve, dissolve
Sometimes At Night
i cry sometimes at night
cause i don’t know who i am
am i only what i’ve become
or is there more under my skin
i cry sometimes at night
to escape what i’ve become
all these circles, spinning circles
can’t unleash what is hidden
sometimes i dream at night
close my eyes and wait to find
if i will see you in this sleep
if i will find you there with me
cannot find a place, cannot see your face
cannot find your grace, cannot find a way…
cannot see the end, cannot start again
cannot wait til when, you will let me in, let me in…